Sunday, 29 July 2018

My love story: Positive attitude of one sided lover.. written by yags

I have been loving her since two and half years..,

My mistake was only one: "I have told her: 'I love you' too early before letting her to know about me and before making friendship with her."

And because of this reason, she has been hating me and ignoring me since that time.., & still I love her.., But what I observed today (29-7-18) is: 'I had sent follow request on Instagram account of her hoping she will accept my request.., but never accepted even after I had tried for 7 times., and when I send again at last time, I was waiting for her.. but she did not accept and I thought she might have not open her account yet'..,

but what I see: "she liked one photo of her friend" at that moment, I got hurt very deeply.., and it touched my heart and that's why I am writing this just for her.

No, I am not saying that she must love me just because I love her.., But my point is: Why she is hating me and ignoring me?.

I did nothing to/with her.., not even talked with her because she never given me any chance to talk with her.., every time she had blocked me without knowing my reason for talking with her and without knowing my intentions..,

At least, don't hurt.., it feels like I have done a world's biggest crime..,

I know you don't like/love me & it's not your problem just because you may believe:"Those funky & stylish boys are very good & caring.., But my dear love, Have you ever tried to think beyond that?

they are rich because of their dad & I'm rich because of my own thinking and abilities.., No it's not my EGO..,

I'm so simplest that doesn't mean I'm fool.., I'm same as those.., But the difference between them and me is only one: "I respect girls and all elders.." and that's why I'm humble in front of them,.. Just spend one hour with me to know How I am and who I am.,

You will require just one hour to fall in love with me.., but you have never given a chance to me.

Even though you will hate me, I will always love you because I have No expectations from you.., I just love you & I will do it even after God says me "NO".

And you can hate me for life long, i won't mind.., but don't hurt me by expressing that you hate me.., and don't make me feel guilty.

As RAM had to come at Shabri's house, you will have to come.., not by force, but by my love feelings..,

There will come a day when you want to miss me, but you will not be able to do so..,

If I get any chance to give you something in my life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes.., Only then you would realize: "How special you are to me and How much I have been loving you with No expectations".

just for your assurance, let me tell you: "I am going to forget you from Now onwards.., please never ever try to come in front of me, otherwise I will hurt you in the same manner that you have been doing to me.., Just for making you realize: "How it feels when you get hurt from that person whom you love the most and can't live without."